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30 April 2018

PAINTED SELFIE

Over the years I've painted a lot of self-portraits. It's useful to have a live model who's always there and never complains when being stared at for hours or is offended if portrayed unflatteringly. I try to be as truthful to the moment as my inevitably subjective perception allows and am inevitably surprised, often uncomfortably, by the result. Here's the latest one, finished yesterday. Yes, I've deliberately put one eye higher than the other and I've exaggerated everything but there's plenty to exaggerate: the eyebags, the deep crevices etc. Flattering it most definitely is not.
Self-portrait, NdA. April 2018. Oil on canvas. 25cm x 30cm (10" x 12") I re-painted this, incorporating part of it in a new version posted on 8th December 2018.

Self-Portr`ait April 2018

27 April 2018

BLOGIVERSARY: Looking Back

On this day fifteen years ago I started this blog. Blaugustine. Augustine is my cartoon alter ego born in 1984 in a series of comics, The Augustine Adventures also known as Small Packages. Details are in the Comics section of my website. I would be super-chuffed if anyone undertook to read through my whole blog archive and then told me what they think.

20 April 2018

SHANI RHYS JAMES EXHIBITION

I was at the private view of Shani Rhys James exhibition This Inconstant State yesterday evening at the Connaught Brown gallery in Mayfair. If you're in London do not miss this show. If you're far away, look up some of her work on this BBC video and other videos shown on YouTube.

Her paintings resonate deeply with me, strike chords I am in tune with. Shani salutes Van Gogh and Soutine and the Fayum portraits of ancient Roman Egypt but without a trace of hero worship or imitation, simply out of comradeship. She is very much her own person, with an uncompromising gaze focused intently on what is around her but through a lens which reflects her interior world. The eyes are all important in her paintings, they have an unquiet, absent expression which at the same time manages to be wholly engaged in the present moment. I love Shani's strong, bold sense of space and drama, her rejection of prettiness and sentimentality - even her flowers are free from 'floweriness'. Yet there is tenderness in all her work and intense empathy with others. Two stunning paintings of Shani's mother in bed (she has suffered a stroke) are almost unbearable in their unvarnished truthfulness from both sides of the trauma: the mother's, and the daughter who is looking on, and looking after. The colour red plays a dominant role in all the paintings, both as a formal element of design and an emotional key - emotional intelligence you could say - and the thick, sensuous paint seems like a fierce struggle to give flesh to memories or moments before they vanish - the paint as a sort of trap for ghosts....this inconstant state.

Shani R,J, Quinces     Shani Rhys James - Quinces 2017
Oil on gesso on board.
29 7/8 x 18 1/8 in. 76 x 46 cm

Shani R.J. Two Gourds   Shani Rhys James, Two Gourds 2017
Oil on linen.
39 3/8 x 39 3/8 in. 100 x 100 cm

Shani R.J. Blue Top...

Shani Rhys James, Blue Top Orange Hairband, 2017
Oil on gesso on board.
24 1/8 x 24 1/8 in. 61 x 61 cm

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19 April 2018

COSMIC SADNESS FINISHED

My boxwork, Cosmic Sadness of a Teenage Girl Crying in the Shower which I posted in an early state a while back, is now finished. The box is deep but the photo doesn't show this three-dimensionality at all. I cut a window into the lid to let more light in.

Cosmic Sadness of a Teenage Girl Crying in the Shower

NdA 2018   Boxwork, mixed media 28cm x 28cm x 23cm ( 11" x 11" x 7.5" )

Cosmic Sadness of Teenage Girl finished

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14 April 2018

TIMESPACE

In my next life I want to be a physicist. Or whatever they'll be called when my next life comes around. Pshaw, I hear you say, there are no next lives. Are you sure? Consider this: there are much stranger things in physics than multiple lives. It doesn't feel like it but the fact is...the absolute fact which physicists can confirm...is that past, present and future are illusions. They exist simultaneously in spacetime or as I prefer to call it, timespace. Think about it and watch a fascinating video.

timespace

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